I have prayed for good health for many, many years. This last winter I was so miserable that I didn't care if I lived or died. I was in pain, I had bronchitis/sinus infections nearly all the time, and attached to inhaled steroids and a nebulizer in order to breathe. Actually, dying seemed preferable. I haven't felt well for quite a few years and was tired of suffering. BUT.....
Terry is always worried for me; he stresses if I so much as cough too hard. I minimize how bad I feel since I know how bad he feels for me. I finally prayed for health FOR Terry, not for myself. I live only for him-not for me. I was finally guided in how to get well and am well on the way. I have always loved Terry more than my life, but I had to recognize that I live for him and say it before I will finally get well.
Thanks be to God.
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